I still ask myself if I did the right thing
when I abandoned his floating city
And I don't mean only for the work
fact is, a friend like that a real friend
you won't meet one again
eg: He approached life with reckless abandon–I don't think he himself knew what he was going to do next.
He has spent money with gay abandon.
eg: He claimed that his parents had abandoned him.
abandon oneself to 沉溺于，放纵
eg: However, I think that one can abandon oneself to new experiences when overseas without treating one's training with abandon.
Su: to thank the person that abandoned you, for her blessing.
abandonment 【N】 扔掉；放纵